Eeewww,I hate smokers!

I'm not stupid.I know smoking is dangerous.In fact,I did some research about cigarrates when I had my oral test last year.It contains nearly 4000 carcinogenic chemicals,tobacco tar and carbon monoxide which is harmful to one's health.Besides,smoking also can cause lung cancer,bronchitis and premature birth,it may lead to death!

Seriously I'm getting annoyed by those people who voice out a bold line above.I was like,what the hell is your problem,fucker? It's nothing to do with you obviously.Why don't you just mind your own business and go get life!

In your eyes,smoking is a sign of being bad and rebel.It is nasty,right? It spells weak.That's the word.You think I'm weak because I'm unable to confront my hypertension and it only resistable when I'm smoke.Is that why you hate me? Okay,I get it.

Stress? Tension? Do you think that's because I inhale those toxic gases? Believe me,I'm not a type of guy who is willing to be caught dead with the most lame and stupid excuses.I have my own reason why I selected ciggarates one of my bestfriend.What do you know about me? I'm a bad guy,right?

So,tell me about yourself!

Are you a good person?

Just because you're not smoking,doesn't mean it can make you go up straight to heaven.Therefore,please do RESPECT others and don't be a JUDGEMENTAL.Think outside the box and don't be a STEREOTYPICAL,open up your mind you idiot! That's depends on one's social lifestyle,just leave them alone.Everyone has their own dirty little secret,why you can't just cooperate with that?

Don't tell me your little secret is the DIRTIEST among the all?

I'm sooo into it,I can't resist it.Ah! Ah!

Acts are less important compared to symbolism.

I just love Chinese movies.Yes,this is my new hobby,watching Chinese movie's DVD back to back from midnight until my mom wake up and,

"Khalis,kenapa kau tak tidur lagi? Aku pecahkan tv tu kang!"

I can't help myself because I love to live this way.Didn't sleep at all during the night,but sleep like a living corpse in a day.I'm used to it and my mom dislike it,a lot! Don't blame me,blame on the movies for being so additive.

I am a guy who easily amazed by something that pictured perfection.When it comes to Chinese movies,especially the story about ancient Chinese that usually still ruled by dynasty,it's all about perfection! Everything is simply perfect,the plot,acts,moves and I've got to tell you that the fight scenes never make me down,Besides,it's also have mindblowing sets and costumes!

Did you ever watched these movies? House of Flying Daggers? Hero? The Banquet? Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon? Curse of The Golden Flower? I watched them more than 10 times!!


Special thanks to Zhang Zi Yi,Jet Li,Chow Yun Fatt,Gong Li,Jackie Chan,Bruce Lee and Alexander Fu Sheng for the drugs!

Now,I just fall in love with Chinese martial art movies,the 70s or 80s one! I better search for it elsewhere as soon as possible!

I knew it,in your mind I'm just a sidekick!

Sidekick.A sidekick is a close companion who is generally regarded as subordinate to the one he accompanies.In short,I'm just an addition character to most people I knew and I never be a hero.How pathetic was that?

Please stop complaining about your life.I know it sucks,but who doesn't?

Yes,I am a loser.I'm the one who keep losing nearly all of my matches.Sometimes I do feel like I'm going to win but there's always an ironic twist of fate at the end.There's always something missing out on,or going wrong in everything.Apparently,nobody's want to make friends with me,nobody's find me attractive and nobody's lends me a hand when I fall,they didn't even realized I'm there.

That's a daily story of a HERO.Well,I maybe have nothing,no life,no friends,no money,no car,no girlfriend and no lucky charm but wasn't that sounds great? I really appreciate it,I mean my own life! Back to the main issue,I'm more to Peter Parker I guess,compared to other superheroes.You know him,didn't you?I don't know why but I can see myself in Spiderman most of the times.

Wanna hear something? I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK.All I ever wanted is get to know myself better and know what I'm capable of.It's not easy for me to find my strength.Seriously,I don't have any idea what I'm best at.

I know I'm good at something.I just haven't found it yet!

Mungkin kau belum pernah rasa,bila jalan sambil pandang ke bawah.

Be strong!

The things that I proud most is when I dumped you...but it turns another side when I wanted you back.

Finally,I found someone who open up my eyes and make me realize how stupid I am.Yes,all of my friends said I'm stupid.Seriously,all of them! People! Couldn't you guys getting any meaner than this? Yes,you're right.I should have listen to you from the beginning! I hate this,I mean,this is my most regretful mistake have I ever did in my entire eighteen years life!

Pray to God! He give me a way to escape myself from you.Oh,about our past time together? Only God knows how I want it to be unreal,or just my nightmare but unfortunately it is a part or my life now.It's sucks really bad I have to go through my everyday with that kind of memory.

I swear,if I could curse here with tons of fugly words,then I would.But I'm not going to do that because I believe things happened for reasons and I shouldn't blame others,it's my fate,it's written up there by Him.Furthermore,I just can't see what's the main point for me getting mad about.Therefore,I'll take it as a punishment because I'm not a good guy also though.I will learn from my terrible mistakes and I won't let it happen again after this.There's no way I'm going to experienced the exactly same consequences over and over again because to me once is more than enough,or maybe twice!

Haiyaaa...Malunya nak berhadapan dengan dunia.Malu sangat-sangat ni! Aku malas nak salahkan orang lain.Memang terbeliak mata aku yang sepet ni.Lepas satu,lagi satu datang.

Memang Dia bayar cash,kali ni betul-betul cash punya!

Bye.

Aku nak berhijrah.

So many things happened since you're left..

How have you been? Are you doing fine there? Probably you are.The one who is not going to be fine anymore is me! I've got to tell you that life's doesn't treat me well lately.I don't know why but I never thought it could be this hard.Trust me,it's hard.

I am a grown man.It is so weird that I still need you to be by my side.Damn,we were like brothers,aren't we? The truth is,you're the only one who is actually there when I need someone! I do not have sufficient reason for not to feel lonely and empty!

Since you have been away,I really didn't enjoyed myself much.I just do my work there at Kenny's.I'm not quite sure on how long will I'm unable to get through my own life because frankly you have been a part of it! I don't know who wants to do such things with me!

1. Lepak kedai mamak
   
2. Karaoke
3. Kongsi duit beli rokok
   
4. Jogging dekat belakang hospital
5. Lepak dekat atas Bukit Mewah
   
6. Maki-maki pelacur
   
7. Err..should I just list those thousand things?

Life is just like a wheel,once you're up and then you're down.Enough said,this is my meltdown momment.I believe it's just a phase that I have to go through.God knows best!

Paling lama aku tak jumpa dia masa Hari Raya 2006,masa Form 2.Itu pun 5 HARI je.Itu paling lama.

Oh Kenny Rogers,please be good to me,okay?

I've got a new job.I will start working tomorrow,at Kenny Rogers Roasters.Where? At The Mines.Do you know the place?

I have quited 7-Eleven,because the place was darn boringgggg! You must been thinking what a lousy guy I am,didn't you? Of course,I keep changing my job,over and over,and over again.

But one thing remains the same,which is I NEED MONEY!

Promise me buddy,be good to me okay?

Sejak pc aku kena sambar petir ni,terseksa betul hidup aku terpaksa online dekat cc...menghadap anak-anak haram yang menjengkelkan!

My maths is D and I'm very proud of it!

Life's been so great lately.Tired of being upset,I just want to seek for happiness.People,hear this annoying statement of mine,

Aku dapat Sejarah,A!

You know how it feels,don't you? When you put a lot of effort on something,and it's totally works! God had opened my eyes,that nothing's impossible if you dare to dream.I will work harder after this,no matter what happened,I'll never give up! Yuck,I sounds lame!

To my dearest teachers,I don't know how I'm going to thank you guys.It's not 10As but still, it means a lot to me though.May God bless you.

Please believe in karma,even it's still sucks.I've got G for my Additional Mathematics,probably the only one who still failed in the class.Therefore,please do some exercises and homeworks! You got that? But it's okay,I'm used to it.

I'm so happy.I just want to give everything to everyone.But I can't.Hahahaha.

Being single is not that bad.I'm not feeling empty and lonely at all.Furthermore,I'll start practises phrase move on in my life.I still have friends who still lend their hands whenever and wherever I fall.We will having a lot of good times after this,

Lepak,

Mamak,

Karaoke,

Liverpool,

no worry guys,I'm doing okay! I'm promise,there will be no more tear-jerking stories in my blog.Life's pretty short for being sad,don't you think?

Chip Chip Chip Chip and Dale!

Take a look at this hairball! Well,my mom found it this morning.I don't know why but I think it is a cute and innocent look creature.It's a boy.Both of my sister were so deeply in love with this..ermm..it's not a rat actually,it's a squirrel.Do I spell it correctly?

The two stupid fangirls already prepared the name.Eventhough the name is a little bit corky and gay,I just have to deal with it because the squirrel's belong to them.

They call it JB which is a shortform of Justin Beiber. Oh my bitch,so gay!

Let me tell ya one time!

I miss you Lindsay Lohan!

It's a little bit hilarious because I adore everything on the old days recently.Yes,I miss Lindsay Lohan,the old one.

Just look at her now.It's just a big dissapointment to watch her.I mean,her meltdown movies,her crap music,her physical appereances and also her annoying behaviour.

Apparently,Lindsay Lohan kind of make me want to puke sometimes.The controversial made by her were so lame and stereotypical,that was the momment I found out that she's so distasteful,in other word it spells disgusting.Just like millions of red dots on her body!

Where's my little girl Lilo?
I miss all her past movies,The Parent's Trap,Confession Of A teenage Drama Queen,Freaky Friday,Mean Girl and Herbie.But still,her music sounds pretty suck though.Hahaha.

Come back Lindsay.Please shine my world once again!

Dear my very own Sid and Nancy

I am not a quitter.But I do believe there's a word ENOUGH in everybody's brain and mine was already reach the phase.As long you still inhaled a gas named oxygen,there's a limitation in everything,which means you were so stupid if you cross the line.

You must been thinking what a lousy friend I am,didn't you?I supposed to support you like Nancy said.Yes,of course I will.We were bestfriends,right? Three of us,don't you think?You want to hear something from me,

GO TO HELL,LOSERS!

I'm exhausted.That's the word.I'm getting sick and tired to fake an interest in front of you guys.You tried to make this so all about you and that was the part I hate most.I can't stand you guys! I repeat,I can't stand it.I feel like I'm going to puke when 'how could this happened to me?' came out from your mouth.Are you blindfolded by something? Because I think the answers are right in front of your fucking eyes.

The fugly Nancy told me that I didn't understand her boyfriend and acted like I don't know him.I was laughing my ass off when she made those annoying statements.Hey slut,how could you say that to me?I knew him since you still sucking your mom's breast milk! I am the one who support and stand by his side through all this time.Apparently,I'm not going to pick a fight with you eventhough your irrelevant assumptions cause me a massive heartache.

You ruined everything!

Hey Sid,we have so much fun together but that's it.I'm not afraid to walk alone anymore.Besides,there's a plenty of people out there who really needs me.I hope you learn,when a bestfriend started to voice out,it clearly tell you that you have to prepare for something unusual.