Oct 2, 2011

GOODBYE,KILL ME!


Eventhough I know, and I believe,that nothing lasts forever and all people have to deal with it,I am still struggling to understand the process of human seperation.Yes,we could meet someday, but everything's changing that time.That is the only thing I'm afraid of. Okay, if they say don't think about what will happen next, just live your life to the fullest in present, motherfuck, it ends the same!

How could I forget someone like you? You have came into my everyday life, put a smile in my face, made me laugh like there's no tomorrow and then now you're leaving? What do you expect me to feel? God, I hate dealing with consequences!

We came, we met, we left, we moved on and finally we forgot. I hate saying goodbye. Please,I'm not being dramatic. I don't get influenced by hypocritically bullshit movies or stuffs because this is so real. However, I feel so lucky, to have known those people who made goodbye so hard to say to.

I take friendship seriously.I hate getting closely attached to people because I don't want to get hurt in the end.

7 comments:

Ayyman Rahim said...

Suka ayat akhir sampai dah tweet dah.

Kaluih said...

Hahahaha.Thanks handsome boy Aiman!!!

Amalina Nazri said...

i like your last word. same thoughts there.

Kaluih said...

I don't know,it suddenly popped out in my mind when I wrote this.However,I think it's true when it comes to myself,I hate when people are leaving me :(

Amalina Nazri said...

everyone hates it i guess, anyway i hope you're strong enough to face this alright. (:

Nejj said...

that song, fluorescent adolescent right? :D
well, honestly I have the same problem. but now I just really don't care. I don't get too emotionally attached but I will still be there if they need me for friends. delicate balance it is. but you gotta take chances if you want to be happy right?

Kaluih said...

Amalina Nazri.Yes,if so many people can overcome this,why can't I,right? I don't know,I usually don't give a damn much about this kind of thing but this time,it was a little bit hard for me to let it go.I don't know.

Nej Jalidar.You know,it's saddening when you thought to yourself that after all the things that you and your friends have been through...damn,I really appreciate those people who made smile,even just for a while.