I WISH I WAS A ROBOT.

I am stupid.I always said that I don't care about what was on people's mind.But I lied.I gave a fuck to all that stuff,actually.

Do you think I can stand it when people staring at me like they want to eat me? Do you think I can hold it when people whispering to each other when I passed by in front of them? Do you think it's fun kissing their asses? Lowering my ego just to please them? Wasting my time just put a little smile on their faces?

Let me ask you more.Should I apologize towards all of the things that weren't my mistakes? Should I let people stepped over my head? Should I fake a smile when someone hurt my feelings really bad? Should I consider their hearts first and mine second? Should I continue to be the one who keep doing the first move? Should I listen to what people want me to do?

Can you believe that all of my answers to the questions above are NO?

Yes,I should stop thinking about people and live my own life with my own fucking way.When you are totally nobody,please don't act like you are somebody.I've had enough time of swallowing and I feel like I'm going to throwing it all out sometimes.To everyone out there who have been throwing their shits all over me before,

kau tak payah nak main game budak-budak dengan aku,sebab aku tak banyak masa nak deal dengan manusia-manusia macam kau.

There's a limitation in everything.Your stupidity reflected itself once you crossed the line because patience is not something that will always be there inside of me.Please don't underestimate me because I am more than what you think I am.

When you're trying so hard to bring me down,I am so proud of myself.Why? Because it is obvious that I am above you.

When stupid fuck people like you hate me before they get to know me,that's the moment I realized I am the best.Why? Because people only hate the person they can't have and the person they can't be.