Jun 17, 2010

It's a cobra poison! Quick,help me,I'm paralyzed!

I'm broken-hearted.Give me Xanax or something because I'm really sick and tired to think about it.It's just a week more before I go to university.Actually,I don't want to be there but since my mom already paid all the bills,I realized that I just can't easily say no.

Place : UiTM Segamat,Johor.
Course : Diploma in Information Management.

Information Management?? What the hell's that? I didn't applied for it and that's what I got? Seeing all of my friends get what they actually wanted since in school kind of make me feel really bad about myself.I'm not envious or jealous of them but why? Why? Why? Why I have to study for something I don't even know what it is?

I'm not being rebelious here.I just want to voice out my frustrations because it seems like no one is going to give a damn about it.I went to school and I'm not stupid.In fact,I know what I'm capable of.My SPM's result also qualified for both courses I applied before(Law and TESL).

If there were too many geniuses out there,why several of my friends who scored C in both Bahasa Malaysia and Sejarah managed to get into Law course?

You know what's hurt the most? When you have to say goodbye to something you've aimed for since long time ago.I have to recreate myself back and it might takes forever.Let's start this thing all over again.

Again,I'm not go against fate.This is far from the truth,I know things happened for reasons and I never blame anyone but myself.I get it...

DAH BUKAN REZEKI AKU.

5 comments:

FS said...

it's okay lah! try apply lagi, ramai je buat, and dapat, insya-Allah ;)

anyway, good luck dekat segamat! :B

Nej Jalidar said...

Mohon for change of course lah. Call them first, say that you didn't even apply for that course in the first place (be reaaaally polite by the way) and would it be possible if you want to change the course to law or TESL?
(Usually they'll tell you to write a letter but just call them first.)

A friend of mine did that, and dapat tukar. But then it's kolej swasta. Well, just try your luck.

Kartika Azmi said...

yeah.bila you dah reg U tu nanti,u'll be able to change course tau tak? even IPTA.
goodluck!

Muhammad Khalis said...

Oh my,you guys are really helping.Thank you so much and may God bless you!

Sesumpah said...

kita tak tau what's the best fer ourselves, tapi we can always try the best.