Kenapa ujian lesen susah sangat?

I've took the computerized test last week.The result was 41/50,which means I failed.Apparently,all of my friends pass the test,and guess what? Most of them pass it in the very first test.Including those nerds and bleachers.

Just now,I went to Batu 9,Cheras to repeat my test.I scored 41.Again! I get 41 for the second time,and I failed.I'm such a big dissapointment,I just want to scream when I saw my score on the screen.I can't believe it.Yes,probably I am the biggest loser in a bad way.

Kenapa kau bodoh sangat ni? Kau makan apa?

I'm not going to give up for sure.It's just a phase that I have to went through.I believe when life doesn't treat you right,it just want to tell you something.I don't know why I accept everything in a positive way recently,maybe because it is a process of attain maturity.

Life's does not last long forever.It's a non-volatite situation.I'm not a little boy anymore.Write a song about frustrations is so wasting time.

Like a virgin,touched for a very first time.

Is virginity important and how old were you ,when you lost it?

A virgin is a woman who has never had sexual intercourse.Virginity is the state of being a virgin. It is derived from the Latin virgo, which means "sexually inexperienced woman", used typically of adolescents, but also of older women, and even goddesses.

I'm a Virgo-horoscoped,so obviously I'm still a virgin.Hahahaha.

Due to my perspective,when it comes to virginity,it is not a simple issue.Some of you take this way easier than I do but raised in a Malay cultured family,I do think virginity is important.Okay,maybe not today or tomorrow,most probably 10 years from now,I will experienced the importance of virginity itself.I can't wait!

So,are you guys have found a right guy to having sex with?If you do,come on,you're only a girl and you know nothing about life.We were guys,we loves to eat and having sex,that's all.Hahaha.Furtermore,guys nowadays have their own secret motives and only using you for sex!

The loss of virginity can be viewed as...Hmm...Don't you feel bad about it?

Just like you,I'm a human.I have my imperfection side.Sometimes,I do think virginity is not a matter at all.I'm not an ortodox guy.I can accept people,as long they can accept me.I know some other people do not willing to give their virginity away,or maybe they have repent to God.Everyone's deserves a second chance.

NOTE : BEING A VIRGIN IS A SPECIAL.
Pandai-pandai lah jaga pantat ye.

A little thing,that I take seriously

Have you ever heard word community?

Yes,it is all about a bunch of people who desperate for an attention.In short,I would describe them as CAPAP.

I know we must not judge a book by it's cover,but sometimes the cover's shows it all.Eventhough they think they were already reach the climax,but to me they still a baby,immature.

How now brown cow?

Please! This is real.I would like to share this kind of thing with you guys,especially boys.

This ain't happened to me,but I do learn from other's experiences.Thus,it ended up with this conclusion.

1. Don't easily fall in love with a girl.
2. Don't be fooled by a girl.
3. Don't blow away your friends just because of a girl.
4. Don't ever put your girlfriend in a first place,it should be your MOTHER.
5. Don't spend too much $$$$ for a girl.

I'm not saying that all the girls are same.But it is tremendously hard to differentiate between good and bad nowadays,right?I'm just take this as a lesson.

Am I having problem with my girlfriend and that's why I wrote this?My answer is no.My relationship just fine and it keeps getting better I guess.But trust me,I have witnessed a lot of love went wrong acts.It was so devistating and torturing.

MySpace oh MySpace!!

Seriously,I'm getting bored using MySpace right now.I'm in trouble.I don't know why I consider it as a part of my consequences.Apparently,I have been a MySpace user since I was 14.I have met many friends through it.

I know there is plenty of selection and alternative of other social website instead MySpace.The problem is,I do not know how to use it! Yes,I'm so stupid.I don't know how Twitter works.I don't get it why people were so addicted to Facebook.The only time I logged in Facebook is when I want to harvest my plants in Farmville.

MySpace is boring.A lot of people said that to me before.I don't believe in them.But now,I experienced boredom in MySpace all by myself.I think it's getting bored because of :

1. Most of my friends rarely online.They moved into Facebook I guess.
2. It's for kids obviously,most of them below 18.
   
3. It's so hard to differentiate real and fake.
4. In MySpace,she looks like Beyonce but in real life she is Queen Latifah.
   
5. Some of users were using W language,which is extremely disgusting.
6. It's a sloppy thing.You know,the DSLR in the mirror thing....
   
7. I might burn alive.Because they were 'so hot!

My conclusion is MySpace was polluted.Just like several places in Bukit Bintang.If you were an alert person,you might agree with this statement.

Between lost and wait.

Which one hurt the most?

My answer is WAIT.

It was hurt when you waiting for someone who never showed up.But you still waiting,and hoping...

A billion of question marks in your head.